Goodbye My Little Pup

[SunnyandShadow]

Sunny died yesterday June 2, 2009. The circumstances surrounding her tragic death are somewhat murky and have left me absolutely mystified and in search of answers; unfortunately, that will not happen. Evidently, my wife was cleaning the apartment on Tuesday morning and stepped into the hallway to throw some trash down the chute and unbeknownst to her Sunny had followed her into the hallway. As fate would have it she went back into the apartment and Sunny was left stranded in the hallway. The apartment building we live in is currently under renovation and contractors are coming in and out throughout the day. As a result, doors in the building are left open including the door on our floor, the lobby door, and the service entrance. It seems to me that she found her way into the stairwell, down six flights of steps, and onto the street where she was struck by a car a few blocks away from our building. It is just astonishing to me on numerous levels. Why would a timid dog who was simply uncomfortable on steps walk down six flights? What is the likelihood that all of the doors would be open at that exact moment? Did anybody see her on the street?

Sunny’s life was short and our time together was just less then a year yet our time together was special and something I always valued. She came into my life during an incredibly challenging period and from day one provided me with a sweetness and a warmth that words simply cannot describe. As I sit here and reflect on her life I can’t help but feel a tremendous sense of appreciation for the time we shared with each other. As I struggle with this terribly painful moment I can’t help but recall some of the beautiful memories we shared. I’ll always remember her piercing bark every time she heard me step out of the elevator, all of the paper she loved to shred, the countless kisses, the flip flop that somehow became wrapped around her head, the shoes she loved to chew on, her quirky need to lick my leg as I walked throughout the apartment, and of course the heartwarming moments of just sitting back and watching her chase around and wrestle with our little Yorkie Shadow.

I wrote this because I can not fathom the thought of her life and death being in vain. I wanted to acknowledge who she was, what has happened to her, and share with you some of my thoughts regarding such a tragic turn of events. This has been a humbling experience for me; however, from this experience I pray that we can all start to gain a deeper appreciation for our families, friends, coworkers, pets etc. Our time together is so short and we must always remember that it’s absolutely crucial to respect that time and never take a moment for granted. Tomorrow is not promised and as a result we all just need to be appreciative for who and what we have at this very moment.

Good bye my little friend I’ll see you again someday!

[Zo zo's mom]

I am so so very sorry for your tragic loss.:crying:It is an incredibly sad story and I can feel your pain and I (like many other members here) have felt the incredible pain of such a loss. I hope that you and your wife can find some peace in this difficult time.

[zeek's mom]

I like Elizabeth am so very sorry for your loss. Please know that only time will heal the pain. And like Elizabeth has said, most of us here can totally understand what you are feeling. Please feel safe to vent, cry, yell, scream, and cry again. We will not look down upon you for doing so.

May God send his Angels to wrap you in his warmth during this time. (((Hugs)))

[Heather70732]

Iam so sorry for your loss as I was reading this I have tears streaming down my face!!! Thinking of you and your sweet angel

[plumie]

what a tragic story...I am so sorry for your lost.

[tobynharleymom]

What a tragic story. I am so very sorry for all your pain. It will heal in time and the memories will live on and give you a smile when you think of them. When I lost my Gizzy I made a collage of his pictures and keep it on my desk to remind me of his life. Peace be with you and your family.

[JustUs2]

I am so very sorry for your tragic loss of Sunny. :cry2: It is so difficult to go through something like this - try as we may, there is just no logic or sense in it. I have lost a beloved pet tragically as well, I understand your grief. Bless your hearts.

[Zanadu'sMom]

:( That is awful. I am so sorry this all happened.
Please stick around and be a part of MT, so many nice people here .
Sending thoughts and prayers...:(

[Eklectic]

I am so sorry for your loss.I like so many others here have the loss of a beloved pet!
Please do not be shy about it and come back to share with us some more of her life!
My thoughts go to you and your family!

[omega]

I too, am so sorry for the loss of Sunny. It's a pain like no other. I'm glad you are remembering the good and funny things about her.

[Sassy's Mommy]

I am so sorry for your tragic loss. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers at this most difficult time.

RIP Sunny

[JesBred]

:rip:Sunny

Im so sorry for your loss, how tragic and sad :(

[Vylula]

What an incredible story. Our thoughts are with you. I am with you, I would want answers too. If she was so timid, how did she make it down those stairs? Maybe she was just looking for you guys. Who knows? But apparently she was well loved and lived well.

Good luck to you and your family.

[MalteseJane]

What a sad story. I am so sorry for your loss. All of us here know what you are going through. She came into your life when you needed her and helped you getting through it. Now that the need might not be here anymore, it was time for her to leave. Her life work was done. You say it was a humbling experience for you. She came to teach you that experience. You will see her again one day.

[bek74]

OMGosh, I am sorry for your loss, what a tragic event

[Morkie4]

I am sooooo sorry for you loss.........very tragic and hard to deal with I am sure. But as most have said, we certainly know how you must feel.

Thanks for sharing your story as it may help someone else prevent this from happening to their little fluff.

I hope that you will stay and be a part of MT...........we love yorkies too!!!

It will take some time to heal from this and talking about it is a good start down that road of healing.........I wish you the best and please accept my sincere sympathy for your loss.:(:(

[MaxJack'sMom]

Sunny will always be in your heart, she is the sunshine that awakens you every morning, and you will always feel her love. I am very sorry for you loss, she is at peace at the Rainbow Bridge with all our beloved pets who have passed on.

[Zo zo's mom]

I just wanted to check in and see how you and your family are doing. I meant to tell you that the best advice I received when we lost our Sophie was to write a letter to her. It helped very much (and ended up being a novella).

[Miss Melanie]

I can not even find the words to tell you, how sorry I am for you and your wife. I also wish to thank you so much for being able to look outside yourself and share that we all must value the HERE AND NOW more.

May God bless you with peace of heart and mind.

[Angels4]

As I read Sunny's wonderful tribute I cannot help but to think that Sunny was given to you for a purpose and with the purpose being fulfilled Sunny had to return to where she waits for another loving person to guide. She is at the Rainbow Bridge. A free Spirit. I know you will meet again one day. She has also given you and your wife a Bright New Star to wish upon. All those wonderful memories of your little Angel are tucked away in your hearts for a lifetime to bring a smile to you again when thinking of Sunny.

There is no true understanding of why this happened. Try not to second guess the why's. Sunny would not want you too. I also have a feeling that Sunny will visit you to let you know she is doing well. Watch for her signs to come to you. It will only be for a short while for her to come. Even in your dreams she will be there until the most of the pain has left.

Thank you for sharing Sunny with us. I will light a candle to night for your little Angel.

[JesBred]

RIP Sunny

[Sammy's~Nanny]

What a terribly tragic and very sad story....:( So very sorry for your loss...

[dwerten]

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
The sun will rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
Remembering how I'd lay my head
In your lap that special way.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me.
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And petted me with her hand.
She said my place was ready,
In Heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But, as I turned to heel away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life I never thought
That I would have to die.
I had so much to live for,
So many sits and downs to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought about our lives together,
I know you must be sad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
Remember how I'd nudge your hand,
And poke you with my nose?
The frisbee I would gladly chase,
The bad guy, I'd "bark and hold".
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd wag my tail and kiss you,
Just so I could see you smile.
But, then I fully realized,
That this could never be;
For emptiness and memories
Will take the place of me.
And when I thought of treats and toys,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did,
My dog-heart filled with sorrow.
But then I walked through Heaven's gate,
And felt so much at home;
As God looked down and smiled at me,
From His beautiful golden throne.
He said, "This is eternity,
And now we welcome you,
Today your life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last;
For you see, each day's the same day,
There's no longing for the past.
Now you have been so faithful,
So trusting, loyal and true;
Though there were times you did things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But good dogs are forgiven,
And now at last you're free;
So won't you sit here by my side,
And wait right here with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me,
I'm right there, in your heart.

~author unknown~

[Zanadu'sMom]

:( How beautiful and so sad all in one.